Hmm...

I was surfing funny stuff on facebook. Well, first off. WHAT THE HELL HAS HAPPENED TO OUR LANGUAGE!! I mean, honestly, ily omg ttyl, ndjkvjflvnjf. Nd ppl tlk lyk dys 4 sum re3sn. It is so degrading and all you're doing is proving to everyone how STUPID you can be. Maybe it's time to start showing everyone how SMART you can be. Honestly, who wants to go around misspelling everything? I really applaud all those "spell checkers" out there, who go around correcting people's spelling and grammar mistakes. We need to guide the next generation. All I see is our children getting dumber and dumber. Even I didn't text like that as a teenager, and I'm only 21. I am disappointed in our youth, and the adults that encourage it.

Second, I saw a profile picture that looked like Megan Fox's stomach. Now, she has a rather nice stomach, I admit, but I wonder, what if women (ALL women) posted a real picture of their stomach. Mine is covered in stretch marks from my pregnancy, though it's pretty much flat now. I am not offended by it, it is a sign of my son. I consider it my motherhood tattoo. And I think of my mom, who has quite a bit of weight on her, and I don't get offended by hers either. She had two kids, and unfortunately got really freaking huge for my brother. I am offended by those who think they are better because they have slimmer non-scared bodies, and of those who think that is better. No, I did not get this vibe from this woman who has this picture I saw, before you go looking for her. I just think it's wrong to worship such bodies, when bodies like mine are more of a reality. Where are all the stretch marks, scars, hell, the freaking belly flab?? Why must we celebrate a body style that doesn't come naturally to most people? Why can't we just be who we are? This goes for the men, too. This world will only change, when we ourselves change it. Stop thinking that this body image is better. You shouldn't let an image create who you are. Are you really happy thinking that you don't look good enough? Well, guess what? If you believe in yourself, if you love yourself, you'll be much happier, healthier, and confident with where you are, or where you are going. Stop trying to be somebody else! BE YOURSELF!


Okay, now, go for a walk, get out and get some sunshine. If there isn't any, then wait for a day that is sunny. Look at the world around you, the people. Are you really all that different? Look at them ALL. Look at every woman, every man. Is any of them perfect? Bet you it's 10 people like you, to 1 skinny 'pretty' one. And please, make an effort to teach our generation how to freaking spell!

Choice Soul

The soul is not something we are meant to understand. It is what makes us who we are. When you say yes or no, when you lie, when you tell the truth, when your hurt, when your happy. I believe our souls go somewhere. I don't know where, but I'd like to believe that we go on. That we begin life again to make new mistakes and choices, to change ourselves for better or worse. Death is out second chance, to correct our wrongs, not by being punished, but by giving us a chance to do it better the next time around. And it's our choice. It's why I don't believe in fate. We may all die, but it's the choices we make that get us there. Fate is ever changing, and it is never certain. Every choice we make affects our future. I'm up late reading 'Looking for Alaska' by John Green. The labyrinth, the Great Perhaps, I think they are both out there, waiting for us to realize they're there. The labyrinth isn't suffering. It is life. Always leading to death, but with adventures and obstacles along the way. The Great Perhaps... That one moment where everything falls into place. It could be the moment you die, or as a young child. It depends on who you are. I haven't found mine yet. I am working on it. Like Miles, I think I'll just jump right in. Goodnight.

DW2

Oh, So That's What That Means!

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Breaking dawn, anyone?

The trip went good. I'm back with my boys. Anyone know about Eragon? Well, I got the last book, Inheritance and I'm re-reading Brisingr before I read it. It better be epic or I'm gonna cry! Then Breaking Dawn (typing error of dawn to damn, lol) Shows at midnight Thursday night (Friday morning?) So I'm going with, shocker, my parents. Are you excited? I have a cold right now so it's hard to be excited right now, but I'm working up to it. I liked the books and (even if they suck) there is something to seeing a book you admired out on the screen with real people and such. Now, I am being badgered because I made the mistake of putting a Dora the Explorer movie on my computer for my son, which he has been watching ALL day, and he wants it back. So this is rather short and, depending if you like the subject, sweet. So before my computer gets damaged by an insistant three year old, I'm going to get off this thing so I can get back to Brisingr.


Hey, go read Eragon! Oh and The Hunger Games is an awesomely epic story.

Fun stuff

So the first day on our road trip, drove all day and partially through the night. In the snow. And the rain. With a broken car heater. Fun? Nope. So we made it to our hotel room. Then next day (today) we went to a museum/zoo. It was cold, but pretty awesome. A museum about animals is kind of creepy, but we learned a lot. So I'm sitting in another hotel, gonna got to another zoo tomorrow, but a diff state and city. Hope it's as cool as the other one. Oh, and if you need a laugh, www.damnyouautocorrect.com . Funny stuff right there. Have been laughing my ass off for days.

Have fun!

Boredom Strikes!

So me and my friend leave tomorrow. Yesterday we went bridesmaid dress shopping. Found the one! Other than that, I got to see an old friend from high school, and that was fun. I missed him. He's getting married too, but I'm not in that one. But I'll try to be there. I find myself very girlish over wedding things. More girly than I though I was. But I feel more myself than ever. So anyway, the car we are driving on our trip needs an alignment done, so we'll do that today before we leave. Today shall be another day of boredom. But hopefully we'll meet up with my friend and his fiance and hang out later tonight. I have missed them both, so I can't wait to see her again too. And I'm sure by now you've noticed, I don't use names. If my friends ever read this, they know who they are, so no need for me to post them all over the internet. Oh, Halloween was last night. I hope you enjoyed your night! For me, it was just another day in the year. My little boy was a really handsome pirate and my little nephew was an adorable Tigger. I miss having my warm dog to cuddle with, cause it's so cold here in Colorado. Snow is coming tomorrow, and we're hoping to leave before it hits. Or that the weather guy was wrong! But not much going on today. I think I'll go read a book while I'm waiting.


Have a nice day!

Two Words: ROAD TRIP!

Sorry it took me so long to get back on here. I have been preparing on going on a road trip. Now I sitting in my friend's apartment in Denver, CO. We will leave in  few days (I flew up here) and drive down to Atlanta, GA. Just me and my best friend of like... 7 years? 8? It's been a while... But yeah, it's gonna be EPIC. I finally have a phone that works. Oh, and joy of joys, I got an interview the day before I left! So I'll be doing orientation when I get back to tiny Crowley. So my life may not be so boring for a while. My son is in Karate, which is cool and I bet he'll be good at it (he likes to box).... I really miss my boys. Any mother knows what I'm feeling if you've been away from you child. It's almost indescribable how I feel. I know I'll be back in a few weeks, but it still aches. Not hurts, aches. It's different... But I know I'll see him again. He misses me too. I've barely been gone a day and he's already called me 3 times. I love my little boy. I miss my dog too. My big ole mutt. Its cold here, and I could use a warm dog to snuggle up to. So, I gotta go now, but I'll see if I can post everyday of my road trip We'll see.

Go read something...