Two Words: ROAD TRIP!

Sorry it took me so long to get back on here. I have been preparing on going on a road trip. Now I sitting in my friend's apartment in Denver, CO. We will leave in  few days (I flew up here) and drive down to Atlanta, GA. Just me and my best friend of like... 7 years? 8? It's been a while... But yeah, it's gonna be EPIC. I finally have a phone that works. Oh, and joy of joys, I got an interview the day before I left! So I'll be doing orientation when I get back to tiny Crowley. So my life may not be so boring for a while. My son is in Karate, which is cool and I bet he'll be good at it (he likes to box).... I really miss my boys. Any mother knows what I'm feeling if you've been away from you child. It's almost indescribable how I feel. I know I'll be back in a few weeks, but it still aches. Not hurts, aches. It's different... But I know I'll see him again. He misses me too. I've barely been gone a day and he's already called me 3 times. I love my little boy. I miss my dog too. My big ole mutt. Its cold here, and I could use a warm dog to snuggle up to. So, I gotta go now, but I'll see if I can post everyday of my road trip We'll see.

Go read something...

Aren't babies cute?

I babysat my little cousin last night and this morning. He really is adorable. Unlike my nephew, who is the same age! They are only one month apart, both just turned 1 year old. And one is much easier to look after then the other. You know why? My nephew's mother never put him down!! Ever! Babies CAN be spoiled. He cries EVERY time she leaves the room. Talk about a headache! But he can be fun while she's around. He has a funny laugh. Makes me want another one sometimes! Mine is 3 and in school. I'm getting kind of lonely. But I will be married before I have my next kid! I don't want to do the job alone again. Raising a child by yourself is more lonely than anything I've ever known.

The world we live in!

I must not be the only one wondering this! So my brother has this bike. He uses it to get to his job, to go see his son. It's his only transportation. It got stolen. Off my front porch. With the light on. And everyone in the house. Some punk kids who live in a trashy (I really don't use that word lightly) trailer park behind my house. How irritating is that? So we called the cops, they came, took a statement, and left. Later that night my dad went riding around in his truck to see if it really was these kids. It was. They were riding the bike around our neighborhood right in front of our house! So me and my dad went to find out where they were hiding it so we could take it back. They sold it. What the hell kind of screwed up world is this? Is this what we are teaching our kids now? How to steal things and sale them to the highest bidder before they get caught? Come on parents! If I found out my son was doing shit like that, I would turn his little ass in to the cops and let him stay a few nights in jail! People, you need to step up. Having a child does NOT make you a mother/father. You need to BE a parent. If you can't handle the job, then give your child over to someone who can and stop inflicting these bad children on us! It's horrible parenting that gives us bad children. I'm tired of seeing all these crappy people who have children and knowing that their kids are going to grow up JUST LIKE THEM! And then they will have children, and it will go on and on and on! Do you really want that? I know I sure as hell don't.

Go read something people. I'm tired.

Wondering...

I like to play video games. I'm addicted, really. Playstation, Xbox, PC give me a good game and I'm entertained for days. I got word of downloading games for PC online and also learned of the whole piracy thing and how the gov is trying to make it illegal. I've thought about this a lot the past weeks and decided to write about it. Truthfully I love the idea of getting things for free (who doesn't??) but I also see the problem. It is stealing,but then there is the whole thing that, say I bought a game, installed it and loved it, then decided to share it with some friends by uploading the game online and giving it to them that way. It's my game so I can share it how I want to right? I payed for it, so when I share it with others, they aren't stealing, they are borrowing. So it's not really stealing unless I stole the game and then shared it online. Then whoever got it from me would be stealing it also. see what I mean? I can see how it would piss some people off, but I'm all for piracy. Free movies, music, books, games. Sounds great. My main thing is that I don't have any money to buy any of it with! So of course free sounds great to me. If I could get my son a free Christmas/birthday present, I'd do it. Not illegally though. I want to see my son grow up! So I'm totally against the gov on this one. What about you?

Wow

Long weekend. Went and hung out with my cousin for a while. The most irritating thing happened to me! The only computers we have at my house are 4 lap tops. Now, my moms power cord got chewed by a puppy. Mine is also slightly chewed, but still works  with a little electrical tape. And my sons is old and only has a few games on it that he likes to play. My mom and dad have the same computer, so she had been using his cord. Mine is a diff computer, but my cord also works for their computers. My dads cord gave out. See my problem?? I have to be careful how much I use my computer now because they stole my cord and I only get it back at night until theirs come in (ordered off the internet). I have an 8 to 12 hour battery (depending on how much I use it and what I'm using it for). Right now, I'm down to 4hours. And it's only 2:00. So I have to keep this one short. Gah, this sucks!!!

Ah, Number One!

So this is my first post. I find myself too bored to do nothing all day. So let me tell you, I started this because I was bored. Obvious, much? I am a single mother with no damned job (been looking for months) and a duffus pit bull mix for a dog. Yes, my dog is a humongous duffus. Now, I don't have much to do so I have no idea what I'm gonna talk about. You know, I like to write. I have written a few stories, and wrote down some that sounded good in my head, but wired on paper. I have a tattoo of my son's name (that was a fun experience, no one told me I should eat before I go) on my back. I also like poems. Rhyming is fun. I have friends, and I've lost friends. I have both my parents and they are still together. I have a brother who's life is much more screwed up than mine. Basically, I am extremely bored. I have ex's (all male, though there was this one time..) I feel as if my life is in limbo. The calm before the storm. You know, I'm pretty excited about the end of Christopher Paolini's Inheritance series coming out next month. Oh and my mom is one of those Twilight freaks, so she's dragging me to that next month too. My dad is retired Army. My son is 3 and doing really good in school. I am on the verge of my 21st birthday (February!) Oh and yes, I got pregnant at 16, if you were wondering. Don't worry now, I don't sleep with every guy I meet. It was a whole it-only-takes-one-time thing. Tried to make it work with my boy's sperm donor but it wasn't worth it. He sucks as a dad anyway. I'm sure one day I'll find better.So after being dragged all over the pace because of the military, I've settled down in my birth town Crowley, LA. Small little boring town where the most exciting thing is a car wreck and the rice festival. Crowley is a "rice city". Oh, and it's far away from the cheating sperm donor. So I try to find a job in this small town where all the jobs are already taken. Not to mention, I'm stuck living with my parents. So not cool. So as I wait with baited breath for a phone call that will never come, I will write this damned blog because I have nothing better to do. Go read a book, I'll be back tomorrow.